the story of how this starts is a tough one, on oct 26 my dad passed away at the age of 48 from a suspected heart attack (not buying the heart attack)

almost istantly one of my best friends contacted me and told me then when I got back from the funeral she was going to pick me up and buy me lunch so we could sit down and talk (so not only is she driving but she's paying I feel bad about her paying but she wants to so I cant stop her)

anyway being the type of person that I try to be and that my father was, and knowing how rough she has had it in her life I messege her and tell her that yes we will do lunch but that it DOES NOT have to be all about me, if there is anything she wants or needs to talk about she can open up because no matter what I myself am going through I'd ALWAYS have time to listen to her.

It is at this point I start thinking she sees this as more then just a lunch between friends because it is at this point she messeges me back and says how muh she appciates that and how she has so much she wants to tell me, she talks about how her hert is dedicated to my feelings, she talks about how I am the greatest person she has ever kown and how lucky she is to have a friend like. me and how she trusts me more then anyone els in this town.

so after I hear this from her I sit back and I have to wonder how do I play this? like a date? or like I originally thought it was, just a lunch between friends which I STILL feel like an asshole for having her pay for this.

Maybe she's jut trying to build me up after the death of my dad but they way she talks sometimes I don't know.

O this is set for net saturday

Only one real way to find out... Wait till Saturday. Until then, it's just speculation.